I don't think it's possible for me to dissapoint anyone iin
I have been let down and disappointed numerous times in the past by certain friends.
I just dont think it's possible or probable that I could dissapoint someone since I just feel no one values me anyway including the few friends I have.
I have changed plans on a couple friends before but I doubt this would affect them, it's not like they'd be looking forward to seeing me, more so probably just something to do.
I just feel in general, people hang out with others because it fills in time and it's "something to do" I really don't think friends get invested in each other like I have done in the past and I'm over it so treat them how they'd treat me.
IIN?