I don't think i'm capable of real love.
I've never felt any real love for a woman. In some ways I consider myself fortunate. I've seen too many friends, both male and female, left all depressed and broken inside after finding out their so-called love had been cheating on them behind their back. Now they have kids and car payments and the ever pressing mortgage on the so-called dream house(now a prison) to deal with. I've fathered children but I never really loved the woman. Just lust which I easily carried over to another woman, and then another. Yes, I love my three children, support them finacially, care for their well-being. But the three different mothers of my children I hardly ever see and don't care to. As far as a woman goes, I don't feel capable of real love. The feeling never lasts. Real love should last, right? Is it normal for me to feel this way? Is something wrong with me?