I don't see anything through. iin?

There's only been a couple official things in my life that I actually accomplished. GED and college. I obtained a driver's license but it's been revoked. Several times over.

I am completely irresponsible.

I quit or get kicked out of EVERYTHING I try to do.

I back out of promises or commitments ALL the time.

I don't pay debts.

I always want to move.

I leave jobs and just never come back. I never say upfront that I'm quitting, I just vanish. I've not even had a job in several years.

I can't even read a book cover to cover or watch an entire movie, for fucks sake!! I can't even read one whole page of a book in order, in entirety.

I fuck people over constantly.

I scam and scheme.

I don't participate in society aside from a very, very bare minimum that's absolutely necessary for survival, acquisition of goods or ordered by law.

I have so much fucking time on my hands yet I do literally NOTHING productive. Anything I do is self-centered, easy, half-assed, forced by law, whatever.

I rip people a new asshole all the time even though I'm (usually) the fucktard in the whole situation. Oh well.

I don't like anyone, even my family. Especially my family.

I take and take and take from whoever and whatever I can.

I commit at least one felonious crime every day I live. I have several warrants for my arrest. Catch me if you can! They won't, the warrants I have are not worth the cost of my extradition. They're for non-violent misdemeanors.

The clincher is, I don't give a FUCK!! I don't want to change. I don't reflect back on all my "failures", ineptitude, promiscuity, anti-social behaviors, etc, and think 'oh I'm awful'. I see success. I'm still alive, having fun, doing what I want, when I want and living for free. What are YOU doing? I have a very high IQ, and I hoard it all to myself. I wouldn't use my intelligence to help this world or anyone in it!! The thought turns my stomach.

To answer your inevitable question, "why do you have a GED if you're a genius?"....Because I wasn't allowed to continue school after I turned 15. I did tell you I got kicked out of everything, didn't I? Yes, I did! But you forgot that already, didn't ya?

is it normal to be like this as a nearly middle-aged person? Gah, of course it's not normal, I already know this. Just comment about the dipshits like me that you know.

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  • AquaTurtle

    If you don't give a fuck, why are you here asking us plebs if it's normal? It sounds like you're quite proud of these asshole ways. When you have a genuine question or legitimately want to change, I'm sure there will be a ton of people wanting to help.

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  • kelili

    Maybe you need someone to love and care for you. All you are doing is a way of crying for help. I hope that someone will hear your SOS

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  • Short4Words

    I know one dip shit like you. He will probably become you if he doesn't change. And I don't want that. Fuck shame dude. Just do something already. Keep a fucking promise. Be a fucking man for once in your useless life if you have so much to say about it. You know what, I'm a dipshit like you too. Do nothing all day long, no job - I'm 20. Never showed up to prom, or graduation, or any fucking party.

    Seriously though can we both stop being pussies and grow up? It's never too late.

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