I don't like being touched

Today i kinda blacked out like i was still conscious and all but is like im here but not really here and when it happens i usually go somewhere where my mind wants to go it happens unexpectedly and then i went back to the place where i was which was at school and i was sitting down for a while when a teacher came to tell me where i suppose to be, i didn't answer because i don't talk in school or anywhere else so they took me to the office and the AP person started talking to me which i didn't listen but then he went somewhere and came back and out of nowhere he touched my shoulder i got so angry i started whipping my shoulder where he touched and when i got back to class i asked my teacher if i can step out to get some steam out of all my rage. i usually shake when someone touches me but this one got me so angry that i started hitting the wall with rage.
I want to know what's happening to me?

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  • greekfish

    I think you should see a psychiatrist honestly. They could help you get to the root of the problem because it sounds like you may have some sort of trauma or anxiety with others and trust issues. I’m not a doctor though.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Are you an abuse victim/survivor, because that's an overreaction to someone touching your shoulder.

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    • DADNSCAL

      Good point. OP should take heed.

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  • DADNSCAL

    That’s vertigo and not really being present is derealization. You need to start by telling your doctor about all this asap,

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