I don't know what i'm feeling
Hello.
For the past while I've had these strange up and down emotions. I go from feeling completely content and comfortable with myself, to elated, to self-loathing feelings of depression. I've gone up and down like this all week, sometimes twice a day. And recently I've been feeling somewhere in-between. Not elated, but not depressed. Neither happy nor sad. But it feels intense enough to make me cry all the same. What is this? Is it normal?
P.S. I’m an 18 year old male. I don’t want to blame hormones, because I’ve felt angst before (obviously) and this is not it, I’m sure.