I don't know myself anymore. is it normal?

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I'll try to keep this brief:

-I don't seem to have emotions
-I have become withdrawal, but it doesn't bother me
-I get irritated very easily
-I don't have motivation to do anything
-I don't want to be noticed
-I don't like being praised
-I don't know my own personality, what are my actual thoughts and what are my opinions on anything

-Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who has free will or that I'm isolated even in a crowd. It is hard to explain.
-I start questioning some of my thoughts as if they weren't "real" but something I thought to entertain myself
-Social events make me feel very uneasy
-I don't like to talk to anybody
-Sometimes I listen to one specific song so much it makes me melancholic even though I like it etc.

-Posting this made me extremely anxious
-Everything seems pointless

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  • Steve2.0
    8 years ago

    You sound depressed. I accomplished a lot while I was depressed. It's not necessarily a bad thing, it can help you focus on what you have to do, rather than letting futile desires infiltrate your life and career.

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  • insanebotv21
    8 years ago

    Welcome to being depressed. And you know what? It's fine.

    It's something you might as well learn to like. It is sadness that creates calm, and if you are able to skip past the self loathing, you can actually feel better sad than you can happy.

    Or Aspergers... strangely, they have very similar responses.
    But only one makes you want to kill people.

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  • GiveMeAFuckingNameAlready!
    8 years ago

    It's called growing up.

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