I don't know if i'm lesbian or not

100% Normal
3 Comments

I'm 18 years old and all my life I feel like I've been hiding my true self.

When I was younger , I'd always look at girls and have thoughts of us being together. It kinda all started at a sleep over , my best friend and I shared a blowup mattress and couldn't keep our hands off each other. I touched her in places and she touched me in places . I think that was the first time I actually experience oral sex. We are now much older of course and we are still close best friends but we never speak on what we did that night, we both have boyfriends and other close friends but I'm still thinking about being intimate with girls (women) idk what to do.
I love my boyfriend so much.
I wish I can just brainwash my self out of this . What's wrong with me ?!?!?

Voting Results
100% Normal
Based on 6 votes
Help us keep this site organized and clean. Thanks!
[ Report Post ]
Comments ( 3 )
  • quentari
    11 years ago

    You're at least bicurious. If you do love your boyfriend then stay with him, but if you want to explore then you'll have to talk with him and tell him that.

    Alternatively ask your boyfriend for a threesome with another woman? maybe both your dreams will come true lol

    You can't brainwash yourself into liking a certain gender, and there's nothing wrong with you. You might be bisexual, or a lesbian, or maybe sexually attracted to women but romantically attracted to men (my friend has that, she usually dates women)

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • GuessWho
    11 years ago

    I kind of wish I was a girl.

    I'm a straight guy, but guys rarely get opportunities like that, so I'm kind of jealous.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0
  • Terence_the_viking
    11 years ago

    I think you should talk with your boyfriend and tell him you may be bisexual.

    Personally i think its greedy.

    Comment Hidden ( show )
    0
    0