I don't know if i am who i am
do you ever feel like you are someone that you are not, as if you are supposed to be someone else? i feel like that all the time. you see, i am someone who enjoys thier drugs... but lately i have been feeling like i was supposed to be someone else, like a jock or a nerd. its as if my life didn't go as planned, as if i was supposed to be an asshole and beat people up, or as if i was supposed to study hard and get ahead in life... but when i look at reality, its not me, its someone else looking at me... or at least thats the way i feel. is this normal?