I don't give about my bf.
My first boyfriend--my current boyfriend-- is a gentleman. He's polite, charming, and flexible. He's never once raised a hand against me, been upset with me, or treated me badly. Overall, any girl would be lucky to have him. But I do not have romantic feelings towards him. TBH, I wouldn't care if he broke up with me tomorrow. I wouldn't care if he were gay. I wouldn't care if he confessed to a decade-long killing spree using a dull fork...
The only reason we're together is because we are best friends. But I don't feel that extra "romantic" element. Above all, however, I do NOT want to hurt him, which is why I can't bring myself to cut it off permanently.
I actually tried once. He begged me to take him back. I caved. Here we are.