I don't feel like belonging here

Hi. I really do not know where to start. I feel like not belonging here at all. I feel like my parents try to change me, don't accept who I am, how I look like, what I do. In my past I had no Problems with having and hanging out with friends. Then I left town for a year, I went to another Country to learn their language. When I came back, I felt like my Family moved on with their lifes without me, it's really hard to describe. It's like you live with them but something just changed. And that's when I started to feel like not belonging to my Family. When I had fight Little ones or big ones, my parents told me how happy and glad they will be when I finally move out - and they Keep on saying it. That made me feel even more like an outsider. I had this Feeling that nobodys wants me here. School started and my friends changed too. We kinda lost Connection and move Forward which was okay. And I made new friends, new People I could hang out with. But I always feel like theres a wall btw me and them and I always want to leave right away. I start hiding myself, locking myself up in my room and stop keeping in touch with them. I prefer reading books, living in my own life, watching movies/TV Shows and imagining how I would fit in this other world, and getting very emotional about it. Walking alone in the Woods, being by myself.
So, is all of this normal. I Keep saying myself that this behaviour will change, as soon as you moved away, starting college, living your life. I just want to fit in..