I don't feel depressed but i think of dying

Its normal to feel certain way bcuz that is human nature for all of us to go through.With the ups n downs..I go through bad depression and ever since i became a born again christian i feel much better..my emotion try to take over me. and i pray and feel much better.From taking 300mg effexor for 3 years of use.now in jesus name 37.5mg half of 75mg Venlafaxine generic for effexor.im not going to lie that human body has its ways.my bestfriend die of cervical cancer a year ago.im always alone always doing the same thing but i have summit to the light of christ.and i have to say i have seened a change in my darkness.this is what i do i tell myself god is good and out there is more then what alot of us cant handle..i have sarcoidosis diease,deaf on my right ear bcuz of it, recent surgery on my nasal bcuz i have bad breathing problem n alot more with my health..But desires and honor are cant wait to meet Jesus one day.and thank him for helping me. Be strong and pray it isnt about church or becoming a christian just summit yourself to Jesus and pray,pray,pray..God bless and good luck.

I'm glad I am not the only one who thinks of dying if i try talk to someone about it they don't take it serious but i know what you mean.

Hey, theres some really good comments on here.

I'm in a very similar place. I sleep alot because I find my dreams more interesting than my life, but I think that means we're just in a rut.

When we lead reptitive lives we can become bored with our daily routine. What that means is its time for a change. Try doing something new, meeting new people, trying out new hobbies, or new work.

definitely doing something wrong with your life :/ i know i am and sometimes i feel this way.
so try to think what you could be differently.

if you like to stay home and not socialize that much then you'll be affected negatively... best thing to do is to try to go out and socialize make some friends find a girlfriend have sex with her! don't care about what will happen if you do this or that and just do it! live the moment! try to not give a shit and approach people and start a conversation worst thing that could go wrong is probably that they don't speak your language and just walk away :/

I agree with adgjmptw but not fully. Yes people should NOT commit suicide. But saying he/she will die, yes that's true. But why not think of the positives in life, get out there and talk to more people. Go to some theme park with roller coasters or something do something...EXCITING, like a once-in-a-life-time opportunity.

i also think likewise and it makes me haapy but one shldnt dare to do suicide...have patience u will surely die some day then u can experience what u want to...

It might be depression, but it might be OCD, or both. I used to get a lot of symptoms of OCD (and still do sometimes), and I would sometimes get compulsive thoughts of killing myself, wondering what it felt like to die, if people would be sad if I was gone, etc. Sometimes for no particular reason, even if I was feeling good I would think about it.

This could happen to anyone but my advice for you, is to join or live with friends, talk with with people...