I don't deserve love

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I am a male virgin and I just don't think that I deserve to feel or be loved. I literally have no friends or social life, I am unemployed, my family hates me, and I have been depressed for several years. If I disappeared tomorrow it wouldn't change a single thing. I have never been physically attractive and I'm not getting any younger. I'm a sad bitter lonely individual with zero personality and I don't see what I could possibly offer to anyone. I know it would never happen but if somehow a female were to be even slightly interested in me I would shut her out because I would not want to hurt her when she found out how much of a pathetic disappointment I am. I just wouldn't want to waste anyone's time like that. I don't see myself ever changing and I have nothing to ever look forward to in my whole life.

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Tempest-au

7 years ago

You seem to have chronic depression. You need to see a doctor, or a psychiatrist ASAP to get the neurochemical imbalance in your head fixed before you kill yourself. Once you do this, the future will seem a whole lot better, and life will give you a sense of joy again.

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  7 years ago
  
  Pharmaceuticals are nothing but big business and I don't trust anyone or anything especially not corporations,
  
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  - Tempest-au
    
    7 years ago
    
    Well, get therapy then. If you won't do that, learn to love your misery.
    
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    - Anonymous Post Author
      
      7 years ago
      
      I'm poor and don't have medical insurance,
      
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Terence_the_viking

7 years ago

Yes you do everyone does. Except satan he needs to die.

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CountessDouche

7 years ago

You obviously don't want to seek therapy for one reason or another, and fair enough.

Can I ask you if you recycle...if you were going to throw away your clothing or food, would you donate them?

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- Anonymous Post Author
  
  7 years ago
  
  Of course I realize how lucky I am to have been given the opportunities I received in life and I would consider it a privilege to help others who are less fortunate. I also believe in protecting the environment and clean healthy living,
  
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  - CountessDouche
    
    7 years ago
    
    If you would recycle your canned goods and clothing and furniture, what about your life and your energy and love?
    
    I know it's a very lame argument against suicide and the pain that you feel, but if you honestly don't want your life, then why throw it away??
    
    Why don't you give it away, instead. You could use your time to help someone else, to make a difference and to change someone else's life who does want to live.
    
    If you wouldn't throw away a can of food, then why throw away an entire human being? You could literally collect 100's of cans of food, build houses, save injured animals.
    
    Give away your life to those who need it, and end some suffering in the world.
    
    That's what I did when I was at my lowest and I changed my mind about everything, but even if you don't. You recycle. So why throw something away when you could give it to someone else who could use it.
    
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    - Ellenna
      
      7 years ago
      
      Good one countess!
      
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      - CountessDouche
        
        7 years ago
        
        Thank you, lovely
        
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[Old Memory]

7 years ago

People create what they become. Self loathing only feeds itself. You become what you think you are.

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XGLaD_196

7 years ago

I had the same feeling than you. You should search for a terapy/ psychiatrist. What you prefer, stay in this situation or get a better life? Have someone that can talk with you about feelings is the best you can do! everyone have personality and deserve love, including you.

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