I don’t know what i am

A fucking human.

I had two coworkers who felt this way and they used the term gender-fluid as a description of themselves. Maybe that's where you fall?

Maybe you're just another hoople.

I think you may be non-binary.

Here in Thailand and throughout Asia there is a third gender. They're called "kathoeys" here, it means ladyboy. They take hormones from the onset of puberty and many have surgery later in life to transform completely.

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do as you please !! gender has no baring on this life !!!! the triue existance doesnt believe !!!!

Just be what you are, you don’t need a new trendy label to describe yourself. If you want to use female pronouns or dress female or whatever then just do it.

Are you finding it hard to be yourself?

Because it might be that.

Not all trans people want bottom surgery for a variety of reasons; you don’t need to have gone through that to still be considered transgender.