I didnt used to, but now i hate food.
A while ago I was really into cocaine, and I didnt really eat while I was on it. A few years before that (when i was 15), I did have an eating disorder, so I know what it feels like. But when I quit blow and got over feeling sick, I realized that I hate food. I am always hungry, and no matter how much of anything I eat I will always be hungry at least half an hour later. My mother told me it was a gluten allergy, but that was before she knew I was getting over my addiction. It has been almost two months since I last used, but Im slowly running out of things to eat. not because I cant afford food, and not because I want to lose weight. Food does not make me sick, and it doesnt scare me. Its just boring. I feel like Ive eaten the same things my whole life, and they all get old after a few bites. Yesterday I got so hungry I was debating suicide. I cant talk to my mom because she says that Im spoiled, but I cant relate to that statement. I tried talking to my doctor, but she says she cant help. A nutritionist would tell me what to eat, but I already know that Ill get bored of whatever they suggest.
p.s. - I am sorry, I dont have an apostrophe key.