I despise my mother's existence.
I hate my mother..
No, I loath her existence. The fact that she breaths the same air that I do makes me want to scream at her for each second she continues. The thought of her disgusts me, she continues to say "When I die what the fuck will you do without me?" Frankly I want to let her know that I'm waiting for her to just die, I despise her that much. She complains about EVERYTHING. I'm 20, she complains that I want to do something with my life but am having trouble doing so. She complains that I don't come out of my room and would much rather avoid her...She complains that I refuse to use anything in the house JUST so she has no reason to complain..I hate her and I find myself wishing she no longer existed. On a good day she sits and talks so much shit about how she's proud of me and she does this all the time, next thing you know she's back home telling me how much she hates that I'm around.
Is it normal to hate my mother this much? TO despise her like I do? Hell, is it healthy?