I cry after i masterbate because i miss my ex?

I cry after I masterbate because I miss my ex. Not that I miss his penis Cuz I never had sex with him. But it makes me regret not having sex with him and I was very closed off during our relationship and if I felt if I was more intimate and loving he wouldn't have left me in the first place but I came off as cold mostly because I was scared of the way he was making me feel.

Now that he has a gf in the middle of it I will think of him having sex with his new gf and just a whole bunch of sad stuff like how he loves her and then after I will start crying. I don't even do it anymore because it brings more pain then pleasure and yes I'm a virgin.

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  • Yes i would like to have a younger girlfriend i know this is bad but i love daddy/ daughter role-playing and i like hairy vagina's and i like having my penis played with

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  • Loveregret

    Im still very close friends with my ex even though he lives 2000 miles away. We broke up 13 years ago after a 3 year high school relationship. I regret not sleeping with him. Mainly because I have severe trust issues and my husband is not a good man. I am sad I didn’t have sex with the one person who has made me feel safest in the world. I totally get it. I’m sorry you feel this pain too. I don’t know how to get around it.

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  • sexysonofsam

    You should rub some fresh chilli on your hand before you masturbate then you will have a reason to cry when you cum!

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  • Arm0se

    Just because you didn't fuck him doesn't mean you were being cold. If he doesn't understand that you shouldn't be with him anyway.

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  • green_boogers

    I'm so sorry. You were supposed to lose your virginity to your boyfriend before you got married. Next time you won't make the same mistake. Good luck.

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