I constantly ponder on rising to ultimate power, is this normal?
I want power. Kingly power, Godly power, I want the whole world to worship me, even if through force. I have looked at leaders of the past since I was a young teen; Kings, Dictators, and the like..and I thought-LOSERS! None of these rather insane and prejudiced men have even come close to controlling the entire globe! But I want it all, really badly. To shape the world in my image and be worshipped as the one true God and Lord of all that surrounds me.
After University I intend to go about becoming a leader and hero, I might even spend time in my nations Army to emulate the leaders of history, and serve my need for recognition as a warrior. It is after this that I will either dive straight into politics, or set up a company to become a billionaire, and use my money to aid my rise to power in Europe. Is this normal or am I doomed to the fate of Julius Caesar and Caligula?