I constantly feel the urge to say a specific word out loud

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I consider myself a very understanding person and I never want to hurt anyone. However, the way "Fucking ni****" rolls off my tongue just feels so satisfying that I just have have to say it at least once a day. Like it's actually more satisfying than having an orgasm or anything else I've ever experienced, while no other slur does that for me and I don't even curse often. Is it normal and do I have to stop?

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  • Threshold
    5 years ago

    Consider how often some other people swear, this isn't the most unusual, but you'd definitely want to avoid saying it around anyone else because of it's racial nature. Also, you may have Tourette syndrome, perhaps looking at the symptoms would help you determine if you have it: ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tourette_syndrome#Characteristics ).

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  • EnglishLad
    5 years ago

    I think this sounds like tourette's. You almost certainly have coprolalia (rude verbal ticks) and the way you describe the feeling when you say these slurs is symptomatic of the way lots of tourette's sufferers feel when they have their ticks.

    Go to your GP and get yourself diagnosed.

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