I cant show emotions/feelings
i struggle to show my feelings to other people and rarely express emotion, like when i get extremely good or bad news ill just stand there awkwardly either way even though i am feeling the appropriate emotions inside, also i find it hard to share personal stuff with anyone and usually just try to avoid telling people about myself, even writing this feels really weird and I'm struggling to keep going. I'm also terrible at comforting people and having real conversations, I;m generally incredibly private and i like to be alone but sometimes i randomly start to feel really lonely and upset out of nowhere and its really annoying.