I cant forgive me for nothing

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I just wanted to hit heart soooo hard, that it have to stop my heart beat, for what I have not done in past,
I didn't cared about me,
I don't know most basic things that everyone know,
no friends,
no one to hear my feelings,
no one to love me(& reason is only myself)
I just want to cry soooo loud (alone), but I can't

all the these thoughts made my fist more and more tight🤜,
angled my hand in a specific angle so that it must be the angle which when I hit myself I wanted it to be the most possible pain that I can give to myself.
my imaginary gf : 😣 noooo
hold my hand, head on shoulder
my imaginary gf : please no,

*failsafe 😂*

I know that my imaginary gf isn't normal,
but, excluding that is this normal
did you ever felt like that?

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  • Contrivance
    2 years ago

    Omfg you reminded me of the times I used to send emails to friends with song lyrics and emojis just like this. This is giving me secondhand embarrassment

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      2 years ago

      does this looks like lyrics?

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      • DADNSCAL
        2 years ago

        It does kind of. Very dramatic. If true, I’d say you have self loathing issues.

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  • idkyourmom27
    2 years ago

    engrish muda fuka, do u speak da engrish langauge dawg :3

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  • SilverWolf21
    2 years ago

    Hey self-harm and suicide is a real mental illness, I suffer from some of the same stuff, 800-273-8255 that's the suicide hotline I don't know if they only help with suicide, or if they do all of SHS. Hang in there, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, and I'm not just saying that. It may be good, if you can't see it to call a therapist or a psychiatrist. Hope you do better, you have my prayers.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      2 years ago

      well i feel like i really want to call 800-273-8255.
      but I'm scared that what if my parents / friends / someone knows about this, how would they see me after that?

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  • Anonymous Post Author
    2 years ago

    waow I can read this all day..

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  • Jamie_Sulky
    2 years ago

    what the fuck

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      2 years ago

      yup, this is a real story (of Me)

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      • Jamie_Sulky
        2 years ago

        No I mean like what the fuck was that. I couldn't decipher a single coherent plot or story.

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  • RoseIsabella
    2 years ago

    The cringe is strong.

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  • Somenormie
    2 years ago

    I cannot really relate.

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