I can't touch things
well i have a disorder, (or as i think) were i cant touch things. i feel they are dirty, but not with psychical germs that are microscopic, but that a persons ora or being has left a mental virus on there. and if i were to touch it, then the 'mental germ' could soak into my skin and go to my brain or other body parts. so i end up having to rub a powerful substance of "me" onto the area. in witch case ends up to be my pee, spit, mucus, air that i breath, ect. so me and my family are still trying to get to a doctor, or at least google what it could be. right now i feel alone, like NOBODY in the world knows this pain and stress of watching were you step, breath, or sit down. it has led me to cutting myself and hitting myself until im numb.