I can't tell if im acting ?

I'll start it off by saying ,I'm not a drama student or anything.

the first time happened when i was younger, around 11-12,(and i think it might even span to a younger age,but i dont remember),and i couldnt sleep so i went to my parents room but i decided i wanted to scare them instead.I dont know why.

So i went into their room crying and shaking and pale and later my mom said i even felt cold,and i told them.. i dont even really remember what i told them,i made up some scary dream and some scary coincidences that had them thoroughly spooked and believing me.I slept with them that night.

And the wanting to scare them thing has happened more sense then,yeah,but now it's just little things like;,,,i can't even say i just honestly can't tell when im acting and when i mean something.I have everyone thinking I'm depressed rn But im not even sure i am??? Like if I'm just acting or if I'm acting that I'm.. acting?

Or like Telling someone i like a certain food or liking a certain song.. I feel like its all just this big act and I'm not sure if its normal ,if it others have experienced this

I've experienced this,too 5
It's normal 3
It's weird 3
That's extremely abnormal 5
There's an explanation(Please comment) 3
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  • NathanScot

    There's clearly an underlying psychological problem here.I'd advice you to seek professional help at the earliest convenience.

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    • Alcanzar

      I would like to.. but like i said,it feels like I'd be making this mountain out of a mole hill if then it turns out i was simply acting like this for kicks.
      Like.. i can't explain it,but it feels like I'm just playing this big joke on everyone and I'm not in on it.

      But thank you the advice.I'm gonna get a pychologist for my "Depression",,I'll make sure to mention this

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  • RoseIsabella

    In my humble opinion this sounds like attention seeking behavior. Do you in some way I feel neglected or abandoned? Do you tend to isolate yourself from others? What is your relationship with your parents like?

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  • Frostire

    Please seek help! You could end up hurting someone.

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