I can't talk to males
Basically, I'm retarded.
I have no problem with men at all. It's just that I'm going to college from a girl's high school. I never went to a club with guys in or had a male relative nearby. I find them scary and hard to understand like girls. And because of bullying and stuff at school I'm really awkward and shy, I hate it because it's not how I feel inside. Eye contact is impossible. If I sit near one in a queue I get all tense. If I talk to them I mess everything up. I just want to be able to interact like a normal person so I don't look weird. Do other ex girls' schoolgirls get like this?