I can't take it anymore but i'm scared to tell anyone

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Alot of things happened when I was little and now nothing surprises me at all. Or "scares" me. If I get an award I can't look surprised for some reason even tho it is a big surprised. When someone scares me I stand there as if nothing happens even tho my hearts pounding... I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm just not normal.... I can't even cry except when I'm alone. Every other time I'm always smiling at my friends and laughing.. I'm really scared and just feel lonely...

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  • YumInsanity
    14 years ago

    I dont know what age you are but Id guess that your just becoming a man and learning to repress your emotions. The next step in becoming a man is not talking about it. And drinking alcohol. Lots of alcohol

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  • SFG123
    4 years ago

    every negative has a positive if you think about the positive you will feel much happier

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  • peterr
    10 years ago

    I think you should find other guys to suck off and swallow their cum. What have you got to lose.

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  • Avant-Garde
    10 years ago

    Yes and no. Trauma (if that's what you experienced, I don't really know) can effect people in many different ways. If it bothers you and you wish to get to the bottom of this and want to change, I would suggest seeing a professional. Someone who has experience in treating trauma survivors.

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  • Galvani
    12 years ago

    It's normal, I tend to never show any emotion too.

    There are people who talk alot about their troubles, and people like you and me who don't do that.

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  • mew123mew
    14 years ago

    maybe u just need help?

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  • IveGotBallsOfSteal
    14 years ago

    that's interesting. It's like you lost your fight or flight response. Every think of maybe trying to embrace that and chose an extreme profession?

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  • generalknowledge
    14 years ago

    i have a friend who's like that. says he's scared shitless when you do something to him, and you can tell he means it, but he just seems dispondent. trust me, it's a good thing. 2 guys "tried" (and i really emphasise the "tried" part) to rob us, and he stood there looking seriously indifferent, and it really freaked the dudes out. i on the other hand, was laughing at them, but that's cos i'm a bit loose headed, and i could kick both their asses one handedly.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      14 years ago

      thanks. i really appreciate it

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  • Nobodyislistening
    14 years ago

    I'm afraid that it's not normal. I had the same thing- went to therapy for years. I was on ADD/ADHD medications (they inhibit emotions, take note). It was really hard to feel emotions at first, and even harder to get hold of them when they did surface. Therapy helps. Cancel medications you're on if you want to change that. Talk with a doctor before cancelling any drugs, of course.

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  • Jim_Pfoss
    15 years ago

    No, it doesn't sound normal. Can't guess your age from your story, but seek professional help.

    http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-ptsd/index.shtml

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  • Powernoend
    15 years ago

    Forget about the past and start a new day. A day where you would be successful in life. But saying scare me or not scare me this something iz normal and there nothing that should or could worry you. So good luck and i tell u right now

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