I can't stop thinking about paper
So literally everyday I go into school thinking "okay don't think about it" and no matter what, I will think about paper and have to calm myself down because it freaks me out. I absolutely hate the way it feels and looks and I am terrified of getting a paper cut especially in my eye. I like to rub my hands together to produce sweat so its not just bare hands touching paper, and close my eyes when they are dry so I have like a liquid shield against the paper.