I can't stand my mother
Me and my mother used to have a nice relationship. Since she travels a lot she used to bring me every where with her. In the past few years I grew up and started having acrylics, doing my makeup and dressing up as every teenage girl does (I'm 17), but I stayed a good student,polite and I wasn't problematic. I realized that I made huge mistakes in life because my mom didn't talk these topics threw with me. I tried drugs I lost virginity at 15 with a friend etc. Now that I'm two years older and more mature i wish I had talked to my mom but she was always too busy for it. I never told her about my virginity or drugs and those things and I was always nice and polite in front of my parents. I asked her why she is not bringing me with her when she goes somewhere anymore and she said that my makeup and acrylic nails embarrass her and she's embarrassed of me. I can't ever talk to her because she always yells at me. She is disrespectful, she always tells me she was way prettier than me when she was my age, she brings me down all the time. As a result of that I always question my appearance and intelligence and I'm unhappy.