I can't remember anything since the war.

I can't remember anything.. I can't even tell if this is true or dream. Deep down inside I feel to scream but this terrible silence stops me.

Now that the war is through with me.. I'm waking up, I cannot see that there is not much left of me :(. Nothing is real but pain now.

Sometimes.. All that I see is absolute horror. I cannot live.. I cannot die. I'm trapped in myself.. Body my holding cell.

Is this normal?

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57% Normal
Based on 58 votes (33 yes)
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Comments ( 8 )
  • Nejmie

    It sounds as if you're suffering from PTSD...Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a very common thing in soldiers after coming home from a war.
    Best advice: Find a certified counselor ( therapist).....they are trained in helping people who suffer from PTSD

    Nejmie

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  • Mastersash

    get help... you're normal, but the problem might not be

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  • rex

    what war???

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  • rockerxchick313

    Ha. Ha. Metallica.

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  • DannyKanes

    Have you been watching Jonny Got His Gun again?

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  • chrissa114

    Soon James you will be better!!

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  • DannyKanes

    Lol, they're singing a song, "One" from Metallica, google the lyrics.

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  • DannyKanes

    Oh please God wake me,

    Darkness imprisoning me
    All that I see
    Absolute horror
    I cannot live
    I cannot die
    Trapped in myself
    Body my holding cell

    Landmine has taken my sight
    Taken my speech
    Taken my hearing
    Taken my arms
    Taken my legs
    Taken my soul
    Left me with life in hell,

    Good song :-)

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