I can't figure out who i am!!
I have small little components about me that just don't add up right...
I can be extremely angry and pessimistic where I just hate everyone and can't stand to be around people.
I can be depressed and needy.
I can be hyper and happy and optimistic.
I can be mature and serious and very relaxed.
I've read things about Bi-Polar disorder, Schizophrenia and DID, but I'm not sure I have those...
The thing is, I can't figure out which is the real me and I don't like taking it all in stride because it's really confusing and takes a toll on my sleeping habits. I can be super nice one day, and the next really nasty and yelling at everyone...I like people but hate them at the same time...What is it?!
Is this normal?
How can I stop it?
What IS it?