I can't ever move past my ex from 2 years ago

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We were high school sweethearts. He was in love with me when I had a different boyfriend and I barely knew he existed. Then finally me and him started hanging out and I fell in love with him. And he was so in love with me. His mom didn't like me. He was a mama's boy and I was his first, and his mom found out. She hated me and tried to split us up in anyway she possibly could. One night I couldn't take her anymore and brOke up with him. Bcz of this he had a panic attack and was rushed to the ER. After that I couldn't break up with him and realized I loved him more than anything. We continued on. Every time I looked into his eyes I felt young again and like this was where I was meant to be. A few months later his mom was making problems again. And I felt the need to let him go, knowing that if we were meant to be, we would eventually define all odds and be together. I believed in that because I loved him more than life itself. Almost 2 years later with almost no communication and no visual contact, I still feel the exact same way about him. I have a new boyfriend that is more like a comforting best friend and he has a new Gf and it absolutely kills me to see him with her.i thought he was my soulmate and was ready to Marry him. But we broke up bcz his mom
Didnt accept me. I have dreams about me and him getting back together every few weeks and when I wake up I can't get him off my mind. If he only knew I would do ANYTHING to have him back, and that no matter what happens I will
always love him. :( it just completely breaks. My. Heart. I will never be able to forget him, and will always compare every guy to him. I thought we were perfect together. But he has pretty much forgotten that I exist. Even through all that I have
Been through in my life, this is the hardest thing I have had to endure. I know that people change and maybe he is a completely different person now. But I remember him as the beautiful human being that he was, and I will never stop wondering about all that we could of had. I am still in love with this man and always will be. Please help.

Sincerely, Me

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  • thegift
    13 years ago

    So... basically, your current boyfriend is a tool.

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  • n0rms2
    13 years ago

    This infatuation you have with your ex is completely selfish and I feel sorry for your current boyfriend you aren't being honest with. You need to just dump him. He deserves better. Don't be afraid of being alone, lots of people do it. You need time to be single and let it all go before you are ready to be with someone again.

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  • Faceless
    13 years ago

    Too long to read. Ill watch the movie instead.

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  • sunny_wantsome
    12 years ago

    Be faithful in your relationship. Speak the truth to ur current FRIEND who assumes you as her gf. As norm52 said even i feel u r a selfish just think about him if he falls in love with you and what if he goes through the same later on when you let him know about this even more later on what will his life be

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  • Michaelangelus
    13 years ago

    You need to copy and paste what you wrote here and send it to him ASAP before it's too late (ie. He gets engaged). Maybe he feels the same way. And even if he doesn't, if you don't tell him, you will regret it for the rest of your life and keep thinking about it forever and ruin your life.

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  • 8Serene8
    13 years ago

    You need to get over it. Pining after an ex is stupid.

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  • darren3
    13 years ago

    See a therapist. Move on.

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  • howaminotmyself
    13 years ago

    Mom will always come with the mama's boy.

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  • DefinitelyNotNormal89
    13 years ago

    =( wow this is sad, chances are if you feel this strongly about him then he feels the same? Look how he reacted the first time you broke up, he loved you.
    You kinda need to forget the past, forget the mistakes and stop thinking "what if", the only way you're going to get answers is asking him. This may be the hardest thing in the world but you're going to have to do it before it drives you crazy, write him an e-mail? I know a letter is a bit old fashioned lol but something not too direct so he doesn't feel pressured by you.
    You also need to think about what you're doing to this new boyfriend, he maybe more like a "comforting friend" to you but what are you to him? It might not mean much to you but it may mean the world to him so tread very carefully there.
    It's never too late, I say approach it, get the answers, and go from there.

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  • rayst
    13 years ago

    Wow this is very touching, try to get with him again! As you seem to know, nothing's worth more than true love.

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