I can't doodle but i can draw big artworks?
I have been very artistic since a young age, I've seen my my peers doodling on notepads and stuff, you know, just random little drawings that will probably be thrown out in days to come, and here I am sitting next to them drawing this detailed sketch of a flower, or a portrait of someone, or something like that.
Whenever I try to doodle on my notepad, I always end up creating this intricate pattern or a detailed sketch of some kind! I don't seem to be able to just draw doodles, I try to.. but then I end up spending an hour or so sketching. I've tried doodling with a pen to see if that stops me doing lots of shading and stuff, but I've now found I am able to shade with a ball point pen!
Is it normal that I can't doodle?
(By the way I'm not vain when I say stuff about what I draw in this is it normal story, I'm just emphasizing the contrast between a doodle I want to just be able to draw to pass the time, and what ends up on the paper.)