I am ugly yet oddly think highly of my image

Brother you always say that.

Of course it is normal to have low self esteem. You shoudl try to find the best in yourself and others

Read, folks! She's a lady. And there is someone out there for everyone. Just wait: you'll find yours. Please don't focus on the blonde/blue-eyed archetype. I prefer dark features in any race, personally. And I'm black so quit bashing our brownness, hun!

no doubt. u are ugly. forget the skin color or hair color part or what color u wish to be. People see the heart and i guess thats why there are a billion black men out there with hot wives and great kids!i would love to marry a black man anyday , any given point but also ditch a black man who thinks like u. get straight! change the color of ur heart !!

Well not many people think that they look ugly when they look in the mirror. You might no your ugly by being told but chances are you will like how you look personally because its who you are

dont be such a fucktard

Pamper yourself a little! Sometimes all it takes is a nice smelling shampoo, getting your nails done or a new shirt. Even if you don't have the resources to go shopping, you can make home made face masks or something. You sound like a strong black woman, with a successful job. Have some pride in that :)

Sounds pretty normal for a gym teacher.

Are you doing things that you should not be doing? If you are, then sometimes it is natural to have this fear. You may be masturbating excessively to beastiality on the internet and you feel guilty of it and feel embarrassed deep down and afraid that one day someone will find out therefore the paranoia.

Wow, if you were my gym teacher. I would have little thoughts about killing you while in class.

Maybe you should go up to a guy and ask him out. that will boost your self-esteem.

PRICK !

I think people on here are picking on you way too much. I'm sure you're a fine gym instructor, and I had plenty of teachers who had tendencies to pick on people; especially in P.E. If you don't like the way you look, and yet you pretend that you are pretty, that is not good. It's like being an evil jerk and pretending you are a nice person. But let's remember that 'ugly' is relative. Are you really ugly? What's ugly about you? Maybe it's mostly in your head. Maybe you just need to straighten out your perspective on things; you sound like a very motivated person in general so what's to worry about?

first of all black with blue eyes and blond hair?yeaugh! y would u wanna be that way?? and if u think u r ugly u r not that much of a narcisist

You're probably not ugly. But you certainly have issues.

I think the fact that you're a black masculine woman, wanting to be a blond blue-eyed gal is what's wrong not the fact that you think you're ugly and think highly of your looks. Your whole story is one big oxymoron, stress on the 'moron'.

So you think you're ugly just because you don't have blond hair or blue eyes? Beauty comes in all forms.

Black masculine guys are to fucking die for mate
It dont even matter bout your face
Stop getting so angry and enjoy yourself
Stop worrying bout how people see you
And be nice

Then everything will be lovely

Ew, you wanna be some blonde haired, blue eyed bimbo!
Look around, you see those bitches everywhere (and they usually are bitches right? and if they're not, come on, we all know they really are. .. fucking blondes).

People hide their insecurities sometimes by acting like they are the shit

well you pick on other people because you dont feel good about your ugly self. youre just insecure.

lol my friend has dat to he has huge pimples all over his face and he has hitlers hair cut style but thinks hes hot he also has a huge long ass hair like maybe half a foot long on his right cheek that is noticeable in the light so ur not alone

Maybe you just need to take some estrogen medication and have a facial feminization procedure (what men go through to become trannies).

So you are a black man in a white mans body? and you bully others? you sound like you need to see a therapist. Or get laid.

I give this one a big FAKE.

same

To be honest, you sound like a bit of a twat to me.