I am sure lots are like me
I am sure others out there are like me but will not own up to it.
I can't start at the beginning as it would not come out right and so i will start at the present time.
I love to masturbate,do it a lot, i am 29 male and single.
why is that so unusual? it is because i like to be in visual contact with females while i am doing it.
one thing i really love is masturbating in my shower, i have a downstairs bathroom and the houses on the opposite of the road are on a higher level to mine.
there is a very attractive woman and her 18 yo daughter who live opposite, if i leave my widow just open a few inches so as not to be obvious, then they can see in to my shower.
I can see in my mirror when they are watching and i put on a good show as i masturbate for as long as i can.
They have a few times now recorded me doing it, i can see the little red light on the camcorder, they must have some very good close ups.
Another place i masturbate is in my kitchen, it faces out on to the road with a bus stop right outside, I can stand there naked from the waste down, just wearing a T shirt.
I am just feet away from the lady's standing at the stop as i stand there masturbating, at times i even talk to them as i do it.
One day one of the regulars at the stop was desperate for the toilet, I invited her in to use mine, i quickly put my dressing gown on before letting her in.
she took to long and the bus came and so she missed it, she had to Waite another hour for the next.
This woman was 35 and married with a child, i made her a coffee and we sat talking, it came out her husband is right off her, i told her that she was very very attractive and he must be mad not to want her,
to cut it short we finished up having real passionate sex in my bed missing the next bus as well,since then we have had sex a lot of times and she enjoys missing her bus.
I really now need to tell the begging of all this but it has taken me a long time to get this far.
I know that what what i want to say will cause a storm but i am sure i am not that different to some others, i can't be the only one like this.