I am sexually attracted to men over 70
So I've been married to my husband for12 years and we have two beautiful boys. Sadly, during those twelve years, my husband's father has been turning me on. Every time he comes to visit, I secretly lock myself in the bathroom and masturbate to him and one time he even walked in on me and we had a great fuck session. Ever since then, I get turned on by any old man (doesn't actually have to be over 70, just old-ish) and I go to nude beaches (Hawaii) every weekend so I can fantasize about fucking their placid dicks. I'm thinking of starting an affair with my husband's father. So I ask you, is this normal?