I am really bored of life. should i just kill myself?

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I'm 35 and live off of a trust fund which leads to just a meager monthly payout, enough for me to survive but nothing much really.

I never took my past relationships seriously. I love women but get bored of being in relationship with one after ONE WEEK maybe. I've had more one night stands than I remember. I've been with a lot of prostitutes and strippers of all shades. My mindset has completely changed in terms of women. I really see them as objects of sexual gratification, nothing more. Once I've enjoyed a girl properly, she becomes useless to me. However, sex is the only thing which still motivates me.

I tried travelling. But, now I'm even bored of travel. I backpacked all over Australia, Europe, Asia and North Africa. People are the same everywhere. I would know because I tried every exotic pussy out there. All people become boring after you spend some time with them.

I'm getting to the point where I feel no need to get off bed. I don't watch television anymore. They call it idiot box for a reason. I am now getting bored of YouTube as well. I don't like to watch news. Too depressing.

Of course, I don't have any friends left. I treated all my past friends very shabbily.

It feels as if all the juice has been sucked out ofy life. Now there is no excitement about absolutely anything at all.

I feel suicidal because every day is just the same.

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  • paramore93
    6 years ago

    Cliche but things in life are more satisfying if you have worked for them. Maybe get a new hobby or a job to keep your mind busy? After a while of saving up whatever you can, you'll appreciate what you spend it on more and your free time won't feel so boring :)

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    • SeekNPlay
      6 years ago

      Getting a job is actually a horrible idea. That's even more repetitive and boring.

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      • paramore93
        6 years ago

        Not if you get an interesting job xD

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        • Unwitting
          6 years ago

          There is no such thing as an interesting job. All jobs are shit, that's why they pay you to do it. If it was fun and interesting they'd do it themselves, or a line of people would be begging for the chance to do it free.

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          • paramore93
            6 years ago

            Archaeology is a fun job.
            I can think of all sorts of interesting jobs

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            • Unwitting
              6 years ago

              Yeah digging is outstanding fun.

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  • Magicbeast
    6 years ago

    Have you thought about having a hobby farm, with mini stallion n mare horses, goats, chickens, a medium sized male n female unfixed dogs to breed n sell the puppies, if you are kinda done with having sex with woman n I am guessing your not Gay, have you thought of possibly having sex with the animals, but some people think that is taboo or kinky, I say what happens in the barn stays in the barn n behind closed doors.

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    • DakMoon78
      6 years ago

      Sorry... That was unnecessary.. jus having a bad day..

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    • DakMoon78
      6 years ago

      Are you trying to encourage him to kill himself??? A fuckin miniture goat..

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  • B_E_Z_sweetie
    6 years ago

    How about challenging yourself to find a woman who challenges you? Stop just having sex with everyone.

    And you're saying you'd be bored with skydiving, snorkeling, solving some historical mystery, learning chemistry or engineering?

    If so, damn. Idk what to tell you. Maybe see a psychologist.

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  • MeawMan
    6 years ago

    You'll find your calling. Trust me. Just give it time. And I know 35 is a long fucking time but man, death is way more boring than life

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  • JellyBeanBandit
    6 years ago

    Maybe try enrolling in a part-time college course or something you think you'd find interesting? Or start a project of some sort?

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  • SeekNPlay
    6 years ago

    I know what you mean, life can get repetitive. I wish there was some Hong new to experience everyday.

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  • fakeaccount2
    6 years ago

    Have you tried boipucci?

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