I am becoming attracted to my mother, help!
Here's the thing, i'm 19 and i live with my mom and her husband and my brothers. And i have never thought of my mother in a sexual way, infact she has always annoyed me, i mean i love her but, you know how moms can be. Anyway, my mom used to be a stripper a couple years ago, and last month i accidently came across some of my moms old photos from the strip club, of her in a thong and bare boobs, and then completley naked, i couldnt turn away. I mean picture anna nicole smith mixed with pam anderson but a bit prettier and thats my mom. Anyway, i was so turned on by my mother, and i still am. She is always walking around in skimpy little outfits, and working out in a sports bra and jumping up and down sweaty on her jogs and what have you. It's ******* creeping me out that i am now having urges to bang my own mother, i don't like it, i used to make fun of incest, but now i can't resist wanting to do things with her. It's ******* gross and sick, i know that, and i don't like it, so please help me with some ideas on how i can look at my mom like a mother again and not a piece of meat. And Btw please don't say "Get a girlfriend" Because trust me, i date all the time, i'm a pretty decent looking guy, but i just need help, cause i don't like this!!!