I am afraid i am abnormal

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i am always afraid i am an abnormal human
being. i dont know how to talk to people, i dont know myself, i cant show emotions, i cant make friends, i cant be sociable, i avoid my family members, i shy away from family members even though i am 25 years now, i feel i have weird and retarded habits, i am even afraid of kids, i feel my thinking pattern is abnormal, i dont have a normal brain, etc. i feel everything about me is abnormal. it has been bothering me all the time. i have always been through depression. i used to pretend to be cool in front of others. i have been through drugs also though i gave up recently. now i feel i dont know anything and i am forgetting everything that i have learnt in life. i feel i was just pretending that i knew things or that i was good. i always wanted to be someone else but remained somebody else.
what do you think. thank you for comments.

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  • ariannel
    12 years ago

    Might be mild aspergers syndrome. Google that and see if you agree. If so, see someone to help you with coping methods. Hell, even if its not aspergers, see someone. Constant misery is not a way to live.

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  • imhiding
    13 years ago

    this sounds exactly like me except i'm 22... ugh i just want to disappear. doctors dont help, neither do meds. i feel like my brain's miswired :/

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  • india-loren
    13 years ago

    maybe go to a doctor or professional and consult them, maybe get treatment. it sounds vagely like autism but its probably not because you are most likely to be diagnosed with it when you were younger.

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  • ll123
    13 years ago

    I am sure there must be at least one person in the world who makes you feel normal.

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  • lovecats
    13 years ago

    This actually sounds like Avoidant personality disorder to me. I'd see a doctor or therapist, just to check

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  • expiredingoreville
    13 years ago

    a lot of people don't feel they're normal. that's life. but it does sound like you have an issue with it. you sort of come off as an ex-druggie midfuck recluse - don't be offended it applies to me too. either accept the fact that you're abnormal, or get some medication and try to deal with it.

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  • jugzapoppin
    13 years ago

    I think most people don't feel normal, but your feelings of such appear to be extreme. Try ways to improve your mood, and see a doctor.

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