I am a porn addict

I cannot work, do anything, have a life all because of porn. All I do with my life is sit around and jerk off in my room. I look at porno all day long, literally all day. I watch it all as long as it isn't anything that will get me in trouble. I was sitting on my sofa jerking off to 2 girls 1 cup earlier this afternoon. I even recorded using my internet history which I let no one see that I watch about 80 hours of porn a week. I sleep like 2 hours a night and just jerk off all the rest of the time. The lack of sleep is even making me start to hallucinate a little, not major stuff, just stuff like hearing things and seeing figures out of the corner of my eye. It doesn't bother me though or scare me, but what does scare me is that my dick is getting really irritated from the 24/7 friction. I don't know what to do about that problem. Also, I can never invite anyone over because all the tissues would give it away. Also, there's a lot of "mysterious stains" that would give it away all over the place, even on the ceiling in a few spots here and there. Is all this normal in any way, I am a non-functional porn addict who else watches porn for 80-100 hours per week doing nothing but jerk off. I got fired from my last job for masturbating at work. I got caught because I didn't clean up the "evidence" well enough and there were a bunch of "suspicious tissues" around which led to the boss looking at my computer and finding hours and hours of porn. I got fired on the spot but that job was stupid anyways. My wife left me because of my addiction and now I am living in a crappy apartment which is now completely covered with a film of "mystery stains". And yes, it is even on the ceiling.