I am a horrible person, you dont even know

Hi, it’s me. I’m a horrible person. My father has told me about how my sister has complained about me being mean. He says she is starting to be different cause of me. I’m horrible. All I do is stand around and get in the way. I’m no help. I wanna run away but I feel like I can’t yet I’m horrible to my sister. I know I will mentally destroy her if I keep this up. I blame it on her cause she is annoying. I try to be kind but she gets so annoying. I don’t know what to do. I wanna end it. I’m not sure. Hate on me or whatever I don’t care. I know I’m bad. I’m horrible. So what, it’s just me. I don’t think I can change. Help me. I don’t care. End it all please.

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Comments ( 28 )
  • charli.m

    You managed to type a lot of words and not actually give us any info.

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    • lordofopinions

      Absolutely! No info dude. Give us some details.

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    • papasanta

      hi charli :)

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    • RoseIsabella

      You're right on point!

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    • Silverseen

      I’m just saying stuff about how bad I am to my sister.

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      • charli.m

        Only you didn't.

        Define "bad". Give examples.

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        • Silverseen

          I don’t know how to

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          • RoseIsabella

            Tell us what it is that you actually do or say to be a mean and bad person please.

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            • Silverseen

              I’m not even really sure. I don’t phyiscally abuse her or anything. I snap at her every move. I tell her she is eating annoyingly. My mother says I criticize her way to much. I will call her some things like dum. I tell her I wish we never shared rooms. I get super mad at her all the time,

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      • Pumpurrnickel

        This isn't Facebook. If you have no question, don't post.

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  • You just sound like a stupid person.

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  • Itrulyhopeitis

    The best way I’ve found to deal with that is trying to “balance out” the immoral actions. Learn how to apologize, even if you have to do it in a letter. Get someone a gift, a candy bar, a stuffed animal, a notebook, etc. Let people borrow your things. You might never be as good of a person as you want to be, but you can make the world a little kinder, and you can get better.

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    • Silverseen

      Thanks very much, I wil put advice at hand and try my best

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  • jethro

    Don't worry. Once you go through puberty, things will settle down for you.

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    • Silverseen

      Okay, thank you.

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  • _confused_

    Are you high?

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  • Nickvey

    you have no right to be horrible to people . you were warned.

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  • RoseIsabella

    You're just not being specific enough for me to form much of an opinion or make any sort of judgement here.

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  • fakeaccount2

    e d g y

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    • RoseIsabella

      *poop*

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  • bigbudchonga

    You seem like a tortured soul. Idk man this really doesn't provide much insight other than your train of thought. I'm sorry if this advice is completely useless but I would try and look at the issue objectively and find out what's going wrong and make a plan to work with it, be that going to therapy or analyzing the root of the problems and then coming up with constructive solutions yourself. Good luck.

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  • itachi_uchiha

    Could you please elaborate & say something else except the word "I" & "horrible"

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  • KiwiWisdom

    You sound like you're drowning in shadows. Maybe if you stop accepting things that aren't true from other people's lips your kindness will outweigh your growing anger. Anyone can choose to change, it's just harder when someone is calling you horrible. Be kind to yourself and only accept what is true to yourself. Everything else you shouldn't take to heart.

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    • Silverseen

      Thank you

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  • Idk, since I have little to work with. It sounds like you have difficulty controlling yourself, though.

    Either get help, or get away from other people. Some people are just toxic, and are better left alone.

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