I always want it!
just to give you some back ground im 19 and i moved around alot, i live in the middle east now(Dubai United arab emirates) and im originaly italian, i dont belive virginity is as important as people say it is, i belive its somthing totaly natural.
i lost my virginity when i was 17 and a half years old, to one of my friends at that time it was just a fling basicly. since then ive been a sort of sex maniac(but only in my head)im really shy about it. i have had only 5 partners and im in a relationship now, i think so much about sex its crazy...masterbating is ok, but its just not the same, but when i do actully have sex im really insecure about myself...i hate it because i know if i could just open up i would have alot more fun. i dont exactly know what to do with it, i have so many fantasies that i would love to do, but im to shy....
can any body give me some advice?? and is this normal?!!?