I always imagine abusing or killing something

ive been seeing a woman who has an 18mnth old boy that came from an unknown sperm donner that her and the ex boyfriend agreed to have,
though she found out that the boyfriend was shagging around and in other relationships all while with her so they parted! now obviously ive met this toddler and i have to say i absulutely hate the little shit with a passion,she worships the ground it walks on and for gods sake takes a frickin pic of everything he does, and shes so oh he,s my boy hes so special, blah blah blah"
Im like No! hes just one HUGE MISSTAKE ! and it shouldnt be here, hes not special at all ! hes just a complete fuck up.
she has so much guilt for bringing him into this world that he does no wrong and she never tells or corrects the little shit ! its always oh he did this and that and oh hes so clever and oh he,s so cute GRRRRR
when i see him i get like a funny clip moment from a movie where i see myself beating the worthless shit, and then suddenly relizing that it hasnt happened and im just stood there thinking id just love to punch you in your stupid face lol
but hey before you all get worried on me dont fear i will never do such a thing im not like that but it just shows how much i despise this huge mistake and intrusion,
to say this doesnt mean i need help or anything like that, you only have to look online to see this is a very normal thing, what do you guys make of it ?

oK but not to be mean if you wre to ever see a professional they would asSUME you wre abused in your past

i feel your pain

One time I visualized me crusifying my dad while stabbing him with a kitchen knife. I hate him..

Some anger issues?

asllong as u only think it and not do it its fine! but having these thoughts is a little wierd, mayb u should try and think of summin else when u look at babies etc

um that a mental problem you have wanting to things is 100%% not normal

Yeah I do that all the time when they touch me in bad places.