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I’m only sexually attracted to criminals or violent psychopaths and and I can only get off when there’s violence involved. For example, when the guy is choking me, holding a knife to my throat or describing how he would violently murder me. I fantasise about being with a psychotic killer who beats me up, rapes me and then kills me.
I go over the speed limit multiple times daily, when I'm caught (Back home in Bulgaria at least) I bribe cops! I don't wash cans and other recyclable stuff, before throwing them away (Like German law dictates) and I bum off of my neighbor's netflix account, even after I told him I'd make my own account and pay for it.
Am I hardcore enough?! XD
PS: On a serious note, not normal. Look for someone that values you for who you are. Roleplay is nice and all, but don't take it too far. The real thing can get you killed, or at the least in hospital.
doesn't sound normal to me, but mostly just commenting due to concern. Please be careful and safe. There are communities out there where you can practice BDSM-related things, in a safe space. Even if you only want to talk about it.
I would definitely keep far, far away from criminals. It is likely very possible for you to fulfill your desires through play instead of actually making yourself vulnerable to a criminal.
Rape fantasies are supposedly pretty common.
I think most of us have sexual fantasies that we would not want to happen in reality. At least not to the degree they happen in our minds.
Maybe you could find a partner who would play out this fantasy but on safer terms. Just discuss how the scene would happen and also have a safe word if it gets too intense.
Maybe even while he is doing things to you, he could be telling you that you will die after.
Of course the entire scene is playing out a fantasy without actual harm (or death) happening.
This comes up here every so often. Yes it's normal but it isn't as romantic as you want it to be. Ive fantasized about it but fantasy and REALITY are VERY different things.
The best I can figure out, self hatred drove my thoughts so I stay away from it now and quell them immediately.
So I guess a Cross dresser is out of the question for you to have fun with ? Lol