I’m not sure

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I’m just gonna kinda use this as a way to vent ig? Anyways… I don’t have motivation for anything really nor do I have any goals besides like visiting 7/11 and McDonald’s in Japan. I live a rather careless life ig you would call it even tho I’m in no position to do so. I recently dropped out of college because I was failing since like I’ve said before I had no motivation to do anything and still don’t I've only recently started job searching because Ill turn 20 in a couple of weeks and my family is poor so I have to help. I don’t wanna live past 30 years old and I’m okay with dying at any given moment … no, I’m not suicidal I’m not gonna kill myself that takes courage I don’t have or maybe I’m not lacking enough in courage. I’m also really horrible at keeping contact with what little family I have and sometimes think about dropping the friends I do have even tho they are genuinely the best people I know I won’t drop them tho my life would be extremely pathetic without them honestly.I don’t know the point in what I’m saying at all but uh yeah …

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  • 1WeirdGuy
    2 years ago

    To be fair around your age is the hardest age of life. You are transitioning into an adult life it is not easy. By 25 you should start to be getting the hang of it.

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  • Tommythecaty
    2 years ago

    Like weird guy said, it’s just your young age. That’ll change in time.

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