How the dates add up.

My Great Grandmother died this year, and less then two months after that my ex passed away. With the loss of two people whom I loved I am ready to join them, but I am scared. I have calculated the time between their deaths, and then I continued the sequence to date my own death. I have 7 days left on this earth if I go through with it. I am getting ready to join him, and be his wife for eternity, and make my Great Grandma breakfast again. If you have anything to say- like advice, or what not please feel free. Thank you.

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  • what? you calculated the date of your death?

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    • formyself

      @stargirl Yes. I did

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  • Avant-Garde

    Who's "wife" would you become? Who is this "he"?

    Are you still alive? It's practically impossible to know your death, unless you're psychic. Live out the time you have now. Everyone dies, have fun while you can and please don't kill yourself.

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  • ThunderKatz:)

    I have lost 12 close friends in 4 years, and been to 78 funerals to very close freinds or family. I am only 18...DO NOT KILL YOURSELF! Trust me. You will just hurt the others around you, and that is not what your ex, or your grandma would want you to do. Seriously...just remember you will see them again, but until then, prove to them you love them and live your life as long as you can.

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  • helpyou

    I know it is hard losing people you became very sad but your meant to push through this part, this is the wrong choice life goes on soon enough it would hurt anymore an they will turn into a memory. You can't go you will hurt so many people think about it, just stay on this earth sometimes we do things not because we want too but because it's the right thing too do

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  • blondie0h3

    I understand what you are going through, but i have heard many stories that if you take your own life that your soul will not be sent to heaven, thus thwarting your plan to be with your loved ones. live your life to the fullest while you are here, im sure your loved ones would like to see that. God will send for you when he thinks it is your time. God bless and good luck.

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  • I'm glad! :D see, you can get through things. no problem!!

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  • formyself

    I am okay... Still sad, but okay.

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  • Gidget

    in one week i am checking this site and hoping to see a comment on here from u formyself ok so just stick it out ok

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  • Gidget

    good luck honey we have all been to that breaking point at some time or another but just dont let this break u keep urself together ok seek out a pastor a good one and read read read the Bible and pray alot having a real long talk with God can change alot let him know how u feel

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  • Gidget

    when it is your time to go the lord will take u untill then hang tight and follow him if u believe your loved ones are in Heaven then suicide is not the way to go because Heaven is not where u will end up be smart and stay strong

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  • dont do it!!!! you have a lot to live for!!!!!

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  • rhiannedostya97

    Listen, don't listen to the other people in the comments. You shouldn't kill yourself if that's what you mean by your question, but the reason isn't because you could mother an important person, or upset your family members, or go to hell. The thing is, we are all born with a purpose in life; to live. To make our existence worth it. People come and go and you may find patterns and see something bad coming, but you have to get over your losses and move on. You aren't going to die so soon unless you choose to and there is no point in that.
    Live your life for you, not the people around you. Be happy.

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  • tori

    I don't think killing yourself to be there with them would make them happy. I think they would be sad knowing you cut your life short and didn't experience everything life has to give. Don't do it. Call for help.

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  • Your great grandmother, ex, and god will be terribly ashamed of u if u commit suicide. It's not worth it. I will pray for u.

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  • evandr100

    Don't kill yourself. Everyone goes through loss. Find someone to talk to.

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  • Tafoui

    You can be happy again, with some help. Seek professionnal help -now-.

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  • hannah97

    Do not commit suicide. You can go see someone who can help you. I know it may seem like you have no reason to love but people in this world will be so upset if you died. Think about your family and friends and how upset they would be. Think about how much they love you.

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  • emmybaby104

    Look up gives me hope. I am sure it'll help!:)

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  • If you are talking about commiting scuicide then dont do it! Seek help! you will end up suffering in hell forever!

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  • gleekfreak92

    Please don't kill yourself. Life is very worth living. You CAN get through this. Call someone you love or trust. Life can't be that bad. Call a co-worker. You could be the person to cure cancer, or maybe you will give birth to a future president. Everyone needs hope, and the future isn't ours to know. Please hang in there. They are with you always, when you make breakfast, your great grandmother IS with you. When your in bed at night, your boyfriend IS there. They will be there when the time is right. Its not up to you to put a number on that. They want you to be Alive. Please hold on to your life.

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