How serious are my suicidal thoughts

22% Normal
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I've been doing bad in school at a crucial time. I'm a total disappointment to everyone I know. I feel like I don't have a future. So a few times, I had some thoughts about just killing myself. It was just a quick thought, but the more I thought about it, the more of a good idea it seemed. I'll just kill myself before facing the rest of a shitty life.

I'm honestly not sure how seriously I'm taking these thoughts. I guess things will prove to get better soon and I'll forget about suicide. It's just that I've never considered suicide this much before.

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22% Normal
Based on 18 votes (4 yes)
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  • GrayHulk99
    8 years ago

    why is my good advice deleted?

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  • Alice97
    8 years ago

    Any suicidal thoughts are serious. It sounds like you're going through a lot of stress. You probably know this, but be careful not to let the suicidal thoughts get out of control. As someone who struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts, "this too shall pass" has become my motto. Hang on, and get help from a therapist if possible.

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  • heroinsuicide
    8 years ago

    Always remember it gets better! Your so young you have no idea what is ahead in life. I struggle everyday with the demons in my head who want to drag me down. You need to be strong. Ive buried many friends at a young age both to drugs and suicide. I refuse to be a statisic. So i bettered myself. And love myself now. You can too
    xoxo heroinsuicide

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  • Wolverine99
    8 years ago

    everybody has those thoughts at low points in their lives. you're just feeling way too guilty about thinking it. when you hear on tv things like "call this number or call 911 immediately if you are thinking of suicide" what they mean is if you're dead serious about killing yourself that moment with a gun to your head or can't control yourself.

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    Your life can change in an instant. Wouldn't it be a shame if that instant came several instants after you offed yourself? Stick around and see what wonders await you.
    We all go through bad times. It will get better.

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