How long it gonna take?
Hey I am a 20 year old male and I weigh around 65kgs.i smoked weed once in my life about month ago I quit smoking weed after that coz on that time weed made me almost horrible even I began getting anxiety from smoking normal cigrete with time, I didn't feel right, I woke up feeling tired, I had a foggy mind and couldn't think straight,
I am really proud of myself for actually stopping. I had got to a point where I needed to stop smoking because I could feel myself sort of 'loosing it'.
I would have some and it would trigger anxiety and a psychotic feeling. I would be really self conscious and would stuff up my sentences and I could tell that they noticed that I was acting strange. I developed this feeling I was going crazy but I actually wasn't, it is really hard for me to explain but it was like I was worrying so much that I was crazy that it ended up making me a bit crazy from just thinking that all the time.
I decided it was best for me to stop smoking it, I was really determined to stop and just did. It was hard to let go of it but also easier than I expected in some ways.
The thing is I would have thought that by now I would be feeling better than what I do.
The main problem I am facing right now is I feel like something is missing and it feels like I need weed to be able to literally just relax and enjoy myself. I can't relax and I can't really get into anything becuase I am not at peace. I am edgy all the time and am having a hard time getting back to feeling normal and getting joy from life without being stoned.all those things happened during high weed if unfortunlely happens my feeling goes down..
So I am after some opinions, advice, experiences or just anything anyone wants to share regarding all of this.
Will this eventually pass? I don't want to start smoking again and have all my efforts ruined and I don't think I will. But after a month of feeling like crap I am starting to think that it isn't worth it and I need weed to feel normal.
Thanks for reading this, I hope to hear from you all.