How do i get out of this?
Since i was much younger, and i'm only 15 now, i've hated myself so much. Everything about myself. I've begun to realize that 'hate' is too blunt of a word to use now, and there's nothing about myself that is remotely ok. I couldn't, and still can't, stand myself. And it makes me feel horrible and worthless and i want to find a way to stop it. I don't CHOOSE to look at all the negative things about myself. I don't even need to look, they're just there. I can't stop it and i've thought for years there was something wrong with me and now i'm sure there is. So does anyone know, what do i do?