How can i put my murderous instincts to a constructive use?
Hi,I am a person who gets constant urges to kill. I just dont know why, although I suspect instincts or Genetics. I get a thrill from killing pests (literal pests,not people,I havent killed anybody),but the bodies of the little things leave a mess,and my punching bag is down. The reason this is under "Urges" is because I will be saying "Aww this animal is so adorable" and in an istance get incredibly pissed off at nothing,get an adrenaline rush,grap something and swing at the vermin. That part of me is becoming my dominant self (The part of me that rules over the other parts of me). I love destroying things with the sledge hammer (because it gives me nearly the same satisfying feel of beating the shit outta something)and that helps take out the need but is not quite the same. I dont have a hunting license nor the money to get one at the moment,and i dont think snapping the games neck or slitting its throat are legal means of hunting game. What do you suggest I do too take out my murderous aggression in a constructive (or destructive) manner (other than therapy)?