How can i move on

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What if I told you I was survivor of suicide triggers along with my deep depression for five years. " Your not surprised aren't you" With my life, I had nothing to live for because I lost everything and failed my dreams I have worked for.

I was anti racist, caring person who wanted be loved. My family think I'm devil worshippers just because I don't worshipp their religion ( I am well gay is why) I used to be straight then, one girl I wanted be rest of mylife till she broke my heart ( it wasted my years waiting for her to accept me and be with me) other girls wasn't attractive to me.

My moms homophobic, she wants me stay with girls cause her religion. So how can I be happy? Living without my twin, how can I move on when my mom doesn't see my happiness and she waited till her death for heaven. I feel hopeless and don't think counseling would work. If it does work then at home won't changed.

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  • RoseIsabella
    8 years ago

    Therapy can help.

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  • Mr.PenisFace
    8 years ago

    You changed your sexual orientation because a girl "broke your heart" ?

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  • Short4Words
    8 years ago

    If you can afford therapy then take it.

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  • KingTermite
    8 years ago

    I want to say don't be a quitter and keep trying, but someone might interpret that to mean I'm saying try suicide again. So I won't say it, nope.

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