Help me, i'm sexually broken
Is it normal I occasionally fantasize of being raped
Being gangbanged especially
Used and humiliated
Till I am creampied by lots of men
But in reality I'm struggling to have a normal relationship
When I tell my partners about my fantasies, they either think I am like a whore and worry that I'll cheat, or they will be so turned on by my idea and they'll want to share me with their friends or other people
I'm upset about my current partner, ever since he knew about my fantasy he's been wanting to fulfil my 'desires'. He keeps asking if I want to be a slut, and he will get a hotel room, invite people over to fuck me while he watches. You know however, now that it's a relationship and I do have feelings for him, I just feel like he doesn't care or love me that's why he's sharing me with other men, is that why?