Help me, i'm sexually broken

Is it normal I occasionally fantasize of being raped
Being gangbanged especially
Used and humiliated
Till I am creampied by lots of men

But in reality I'm struggling to have a normal relationship
When I tell my partners about my fantasies, they either think I am like a whore and worry that I'll cheat, or they will be so turned on by my idea and they'll want to share me with their friends or other people

I'm upset about my current partner, ever since he knew about my fantasy he's been wanting to fulfil my 'desires'. He keeps asking if I want to be a slut, and he will get a hotel room, invite people over to fuck me while he watches. You know however, now that it's a relationship and I do have feelings for him, I just feel like he doesn't care or love me that's why he's sharing me with other men, is that why?

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Based on 20 votes (12 yes)
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Comments ( 9 )
  • controversy

    It would be best not to share ur fantasies since u want a relationship.

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    • RoseIsabella

      Precisely! I think if OP is gonna share the fantasies with anyone she ought to share those with a mental health professional. I also think she should stop entertaining those fantasies entirely, and stop any sort of acting out with herself for at least 90 days.

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    • It's hard, my fantasies are part of me, and to share that with someone I trust... I guess you're right

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  • TerriAngel

    Loveisblind.
    yea, you are blind.
    Hes offering what she ASKED for.
    He doesnt like the idea, but he doesnt want to lose her either.
    HE didnt bring it up.
    HE didnt say lets have gangbangs,etc.
    SHE DID.
    dont ask for it if you dont want it to happen.
    I learned that when I was 8 years old.
    If you still havent learned it.
    Thats your issue.

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  • barbdwire67

    Your friend is only trying to make your fantasies a reality! Is it wrong to want to make your partners fantasies become real? That's what MOST relationships are predicated upon!....Making the partners fantasies become a reality.

    Your partner seems to wants you to experience your fantasies, yet you say that he doesn't love you when he does this. Make up your mind what you want!

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  • Jebach72718

    add on snap xsicx7 ill help u

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  • russellnb

    ou are right he does not love you and respect you. Perhaps he, like so many men, is not capable of love. I think the feelings are normal but I also think you must not share them with men who will want the loest of the feelings. There is a reasom why people say "Men are Pigs".

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  • TerriAngel

    Barbdwire nailed it.
    Nothing to add.

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  • d0esnormalmatter

    I agree with Bleedingdiarehea for the most part. Sounds like hes taking advantage of you. It's a sticky situation.

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