Help!!
Is it normal that no matter what i do, it seems that nothing ever EVER gets me excited like that thrill that you get when you're a little kid, i never get nevous about asking anyone out anymore, i never get embarrased but i wont do stupid SHlT, i never get any kind of thrill out of life anymore, no sight is beutifull enough to move me, it may stimulate me for a while, i often imagine myself sitting atop a snowy moutain looking out over the terrain to other moutain tops
(something like this)
http://www.kitzalps.com/asp_service/upload/content/0159.jpg
i enjoy planerides because you can see the neverending strech of beautifull white clouds that look like you can walk on them
(something like this)
http://warp.nearlyfreespeech.net/claws2/claws/active/1/1184_large.jpg
but i want to have that thrill in life again, any ideas?